New Year's post from a year ago →
(WARNING: this post won’t make sense unless you read the above post linked.) Mm, this post was succinct! I guess because I didn’t have much to say. Because everything went so smoothly in 2010 (two years ago now, oh lalalaa!), and very few major things happened and basically life just continued being generally good. It was definitely shorter than my post for 2009, which was majorly...
Christmas post from a year ago →
(WARNING: this post won’t make sense unless you read the above post linked.) I was trying to locate last year’s new year’s post when I stumbled upon my Christmas post. (I don’t usually make a Christmas post, I think. At least, there’s nothing very special to say in them usually. But apparently I made one last year. And apparently I didn’t make one this year....
brb before i write my new new year’s post i have to read posts from last year and how i sounded like last year and go on a whirlwind of memories/emotions/nostalgia/useless things of that sort and feel inadequate and feel bad for not being able to write nicely “like that” any more because that’s what i always feel when i read old stuff i write but i can’t imagine...
The thirty-first of December
Micro before the macro. My browser is a sea of tabs again. So many things to get through before the fourth. I could wait forever. Today I woke up, apparently an hour late - but I didn’t set an alarm, because I didn’t think I needed one. Apparently, I did. In any case, I only got less than five hours of sleep, because of The Pianist (which was an amazing film that left me drained of...
my gosh the play is over now for ever what.
for the next week until the much anticipated flight i shall be listening to christmas songs 24/7 YESYESYEYSYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES can’t believe i only started loving christmas last year or the year before or something ridiculously belated like that
writing 17th birthday cards feels so, so weird THIS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THE AGE OF MY YEAR GROUP.
the school website has properly done away with the menu of the week page. NO. WHY. I ENJOY LOOKING AT THAT WHEN PROCRASTINATING.
oh my god i’m sixteen i’m nearly seventeen oh my god i’m less than two years away from university there used to be a time when i looked at P6s and thought they were oh so old and i still remember the first weeks in secondary school seeing people’s work up on the walls and they were only like year 8s’ or whatever but i thought they had such handwriting and i made a...
so much stress so much stress so much stress no time to calm down and think just do do do one week left seven days one hundred and sixty eight hours and i will spend a lot of that sleeping and it will all be okay it will all be okay i will not miss anything packing and i will not miss my flight and i will not forget my passport and my ID card and everything will be okay